When is enough? Is it when your crying all the time? Is it when you lose all joy and have difficulty functioning? or Is it when you start visualizing ending your life? Well that is the last few weeks that led me to getting admitted to a suicide stabilization unit then transported to a 30 … Continue reading Greetings from Residential Treatment!
Awhile back while researching on Pinterest, ways to earn money from home I came across this recommendation for swagbucks. Since I use Google everyday I could instead download this program to use for my everyday internet browsing and rack up points for it. The points can be then used to purchase gift cards. Pretty easy!! … Continue reading Get paid for your everyday internet searches…
Since I am home most the time I spend hours upon hours with my 3 extra kids, Echo, Stormy & Squeakers. They follow me wherever I go and know when I'm feeling down. But with their love comes their inherent messes. My dog for example is a half Dane half Mastiff. She has an abnormally … Continue reading My Echo
I planned. I prepared. I left in tears. I know this sounds ridiculous but my tears were because I was being told, "you do not have MS". These weren't tears of happiness, or tears of relief. These were deep soul cutting tears. I was so close to it being figured out. Every symptom, every ailment, … Continue reading Lyme Disease, Multiple Sclerosis… or both?? **Update**
Lost in Depression
In 2015, my family practitioner decided to think outside the box and do some more extensive testing. He said someone of my age (at the time I was 32) shouldn't be having all the symptoms that I do. He was suspicious of Multiple Sclerosis. He ordered a brain MRI which came back saying, "IMPRESSION: TINY … Continue reading Lyme Disease, Multiple Sclerosis… or both??